A week ago, I put the mushroom footage from the making of "I Am A Sex Addict" on youtube, but then had second thoughts (it's embarassingly intense) and deleted it. But then I wanted to put it back, but couldn't figure out how to do it once I had deleted it. So I decided to put it on my blog instead, but I didn't like the way the image looked with the triangle over my nose. So I took it off my blog and figured out how to get it back up on youtube. But then I decided ten minutes was too long, so I cut a minute out of it. But for some reason, the nine minute version hasn't been getting nearly as many hits. So I've decided to put it back on my blog once again, despite the triangle over my nose.
Were those mushrooms wild picked, or homegrown? Also, you ate the whole mushroom, as opposed to Amanda who ate all but the mushroom's foot. Maria Sabina warns that if you do not eat the whole mushroom, you will not derive the healing benefit from it, and you could upset the spirit of the mushroom, by not allowing it mobility inside you. Do you think this had something to do with the extreme reaction you had? Have you tried experimenting with mescaline or any other sacred healing spirits? Do you feel as if you purged something that day? What role did the camera play in the situation? Did it seem friendly or imposing? Good luck in your artistic endeavors, and thanks for the holy moments, as well as the infernal ones. Namaste~In Lak'ech