Profound Accomplishment
The comments on the Tribune Article keep coming in. There are the crazy comments about taxes that keep popping up but, in addition to that, there are the wonderful, amazing, affirming comments from so many of my former students about their successes and the value of their education. As bad as this whole hearing thing has been, it has been so rewarding and humbling to read their letters of support. The emails and telephone calls have been pouring in. A dear friend sent this email and I wanted to post it.
"I read your blog; I do agree that we are all insignificant when compared to the universe. It is rather humbling to imagine our own problems compared to the entire history of man. And then to expand upon that sense of entire meaninglessness, to the cosmos. But, it is also reassuring that my life is so small. I think it suggests that things will go on and I will continue to find my way. I read something recently that said anything we undertake that is truly profound will never be accomplished in our lifetimes. So, as you have already alluded when you speak of teaching, you have already set the wheels for your own immortality in motion. Best, "J"
When I was young, I recall my father commenting about people who thought they were more valuable than others or more important. "You aren't worth less than anyone else, Cyn," he would say, "You aren't worth more either. We are all important. We are all valuable." J's email reminds me that the contribution of each and every human being matters in the cosmic scheme of things. The goal is to just keep moving forward.


It's hard to believe school has been out for almost a month now. Today, Robby, Heath, Lindsey, Nick, Jeanette and I went in for most of the day to finish up with all of the loose ends of the semester. We edited down the
Another exciting development in the Zambian project. We've been shooting the documentary about the making of the first dramatic feature film in Zambia. We're preparing diligently for the feature. We've scheduled a three-week shoot beginning the first week in July. We've allowed for a fourth week, if we need it. Ideally, we plan on teaching the fourth week at one of the colleges in Lusaka.
If I stayed up and never, ever went to bed, AND worked every single minute I was awake, I don't think I'd get everything done. Now, I just try to do the most critical things first. I'm very much enjoying the process of doing all these things. It's an exciting new challenge.
As I blogged yesterday, the MCC IP Grants were announced yesterday and the Zambian films were funded. In the last 24 hours, the films have taken on a whole new life. Today, the graphic artist completed the logos and visual identities for the two films. The graphic identities are different yet related because of their logical link. The feature film, BAD TIMING is the story of Chiku, a Zambian social activist who has an "indiscretion" shortly before his wedding. His bride, Mutinta, is horrified at the post-wedding celebration when the police arrest her groom. Accused of rape, Chiku's watches as both his personal and professional worlds crumble. A tale of failure, forgiveness and redemption, BAD TIMING reveals the lives of contemporary Zambians.
The corresponding documentary, VOICE OF AN AFRICAN NATION is already deep into production. The documentary is about the making of the first feature film in Zambia. It's also about cross-cultural experiences and international partnerships. The film follows Jabbes as he acquires the skills and resources in the U.S. in the hopes of helping to establish the film industry in his country while making a story of modern Zambians. 
Spring Break is over and I'm back at school. A lot of the faculty say we shouldn't have spring break because the students never really come back. There are the obvious ones who literally drop out. There's the other bunch who are there in body but their minds are elsewhere. Yesterday, I was having trouble coming back, too. Between the proposal writing, the festival adventures and the Zambia project, I was awash in things to think about and do. Now, I've got to buckle down and get back to lecturing.
Though I'll study at GNOMON and NYFA when I get back, my focus from June until October will be supporting and documenting the first dramatic narrative film to be produced in Zambia. That's right, Zambia. I'm as surprised as anyone. It was certainly nothing I ever thought would appear in my life.
When I got back from the Sundance Film Festival this year, Jabbes came to ask for my support. He is returning to Zambia in June to shoot his film. He asked me to executive produce the film. I agreed to get on board and I'm really excited about the possibility of helping Jabbes create the first film from AND about his country. I'm on board to support the creation of the first Zambian film about Zambian culture by a Zambian. As an art teacher, I am eager to bring a unique voice and vision from an unrepresented culture to the world stage. 



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