The Gift of Teaching
The East Valley Tribune article came out yesterday. It was SHOCKING to see my big, fat face above the fold. 
And then to see the story on the front page and have the whole inside of that first page. It was a little overwhelming. To be honest, I had asked that they delay publishing because the hearing wasn't done yet and I didn't want it to make things worse but it is a "free press." I wish they had a photo of the crew in the story AND some of the photos the crew took in Zambia. But, you can't always get what you want.
I've been keeping very quiet about all of this because, well, there was going to be a hearing so I didn't think I should put all sorts of things out there. It made my blog get very empty because it was occupying a lot of my energy and concern. Now, that it's out, I'm going to get back to blogging.
Former students, friends, my fellow faculty and family are all up in arms. I'm getting lots of emails and people are posting on the East Valley Tribune site. There was an angry fellow, Todd Stallion, that was posting about wasted taxes. Somone took his posts off but I was okay with them on there. People have the right to their opinion. The thing it did was get the other folks all fired up writing from their point of view. The letters and comments are very touching! I feel so lucky to be hearing what people feel they've gained from their education and the support they've been given.
I've written it before and I'll say it again (and again and again) before I die, the true gift of teaching is seeing and knowing the difference you've made on the planet. Former students write the most incredible letters. Here then, a note from a terrifically talented student who won awards in the Annual Juried Art Show and is just a good, kind, decent human.
"I'm extremely troubled and saddened by the events that have transpired. You were one of the best professors I have ever had. You brought a realistic take to the class and gave me tools that were practical in the field on many different levels. When you boil it all down Cyndi, you are an amazing instructor and I would definitely NOT be the same person I am today without having had you involved in my education. I am now a salaried graphic designer with a wonderful non-profit company that fights poverty and hunger throughout the world—how can it get any more rewarding than that? Whats more—I continue to pursue my love of film and art on the side at home.
I'm sorry this situation had to fall on your head, but please take solace in knowing that your students have benefitted so very greatly from your efforts. Please don't pay any heed to those who speak to you without full knowledge of the MCC program situation and history. No one can take away the lives you've changed through your teaching—it's as simple as that. They can take your job, they can embarrass you, but they cannot take away the pride and thankfulness that your students have for you.
I'm praying for you Cyndi and wanted to let you know you are appreciated despite what happens. Sleep well knowing that the lives you've touched have been changed for the better.
-S"
"S" made a wonderful, amazing, touching short film that made us all cry when we watched it. As a filmmaker, I was inspired by his storytelling ability. Thanks for all you contributed to me! And thanks for the letter!
(Photo credit: Linda Olson, East Valley Tribune while she asked a million questions about the films, the crew and the students. I love the expression she caught on my face. I don't know exactly what it is but I know I was feeling so good about all the students had accomplished.)
