Away

by twhalliii
April 30, 2010 4:04 AM
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I've been away from the fray for awhile... The online experience has left me feeling very empty of late, my eyes darting back and forth between press releases, festival coverage, film reviews, tweets, blogs, all of it raising, and I'll be honest here, a sense of resentment inside of me. It's all made me feel less like a member of a community and more like I'm standing outside looking in, somewhat indifferent to the happenings that consume so much of my time. Maybe it's the post-festival blues, maybe I'm tired of the independent film rat race, that battle for admiration and attention, but more than anything, I feel like an outsider, not much to say and exhausted by all of the conversation. I just don't know what to say or do, other than try to swallow it all and move along. Something will move me, I think. I have no idea what it is, but something.

I'll be back very very soon. An attempt at an explanation in the meantime...

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